Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Thursday, March 03, 2005

I miss your name appearing on my hp screen.

(: Guess what? Yao Jun promised me chocolate/sweets/lolly everyday! So sweet of her! Actually, I asked it from her first. But well, she agreed. She's so nice. (: Family went out to aunt's place for dinner. Told them I need to stay home to revise my work, so didn't follow. They'll bring back my yummy yummy dinner later on! Tong hua is playing on my player, again! (: Well, I'm supposed to study? Hahaha, I'll do it later lah. Maybe after surfing net. heh.

Chanel and Qiaolin got natball training today. They went off after doing class duty. (: Waited for Nette. Took a cab down to cp with sass, mans and nettes after that. It was raining monkeys and donkeys okay! Got all wet though. Hahah! But well, it's been so long since we've played in the rain! I'm so happy. :D Saturday is only two days away! xD *SCREAMS! I'm so gonna sing my lungs out.

Talking to Amy online. That silly girl ah. Think so much. Tsk tsk. Eunice also ah! Another one. Tsk tsk. Told them they could be happy if they want to. (: just like what i always tell myself to do. Though I may look so happy on the outside, inside you dont know there's much pain, so much to say. No one wants to listen, no one wants to learn me a shoulder, or a listening ear. I told myself I'll keep everything to myself. I'll bottle every feeling of mine. I won't wanna show it. I'll just tell everyone I'm still the happy girl. The more I tell to someone, that someone will have more burdens to lift. I rather suffer all the pains and everything alone, than to add on to someone else's. I'll listen to everyone's says if they want me to. I would. I won't want my friends to feel alone. Anyone out there, feel free to talk to me. I would always be there. :D

I seriously love talking to mans. (: I feel so free talking to her. It's like everything and anything under the sun. She always make me smile lah. Okay, shall go study now? hahha.

When will I see you again? I miss you.

; stick with you